A month eh..

So it has been almost a month and a day since I last posted. I promised myself not to post until my marks are up. So they are up, and I am recommended to graduate with honours. I am very glad that this is finally over. I passed Advanced somehow...

I don't need to do AP anymore at work. To be honest, I am shocked and I will miss it. But I am looking forward to the new stuff as I have been basically doing the same thing for the past two years. I hope Jennifer can train me well. I also did well (sorta?) during my performance review and received a raise. Wow. I still can't believe it...honest. I was also told, if I fulfil my duties as I was suppose to, I will be considered a new title and new salary in 6 months...I will do all my best to get there. God, please help me get there, WWJD? I will be happy with the title even if the new salary is not there. It's time to get greedy now, do my best and captialize on the opportunites!

I also can't wait to attend my convocation. I know people usually don't attend theirs, but you better bet that I will attend mine. It means too much to me to NOT attend.

Is it time for a gf? Yes/No. If she comes, she comes. I won't really be looking for one right now, my work is more important. I really want the FA title and I will be dead focus on that for the nexy 6 months.

Byousoku 5 Senchi

6 am watching. Still as sad as ever. Even at 6 am...

I should have go on a trip...although there is a BBQ tomorrow, but to be honest I don't really want to go...BUT still beats sitting at home right? Maybe not.

I have much bigger worries to take care of than that though...sigh.

Maybe that;s why I have trouble sleeping lately...

I will probably stay the same way until I find somebody...and trust me, I know it won't be happening soon. I don't know why...I just know it. It sure sucks feeling that way isn't it? Every fucking single day...

Work, go home and surf internet, sleep, repeat. That's my cycle everyday. Does it suck or what? It doesn't seem too bad, and I have been living that for the past year or so...

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! I really need to try that one day. Maybe it will make me feel better.