Thursday, November 13, 2008

"Me against the world"

...



Just read that off nba.com.



It's just so true. I think I need to have that mentality more. I am tired of people backstabbing me, although I should expect that from post #1. But to be honest, everytime I get backstabbed, I am always better than before. I am only 24 now, so I don't expect things to get better anytime soon.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

*Rage*

I just want to break my Toshiba laptop. RIGHT NOW. Why are you doing this to me NOW? You should have done it earlier so I can do what I needed to do. I am not going to buy another Toshiba laptop again. DAMN IT!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Kannagi Ep 6

。。。でもジンがやめろと言うなら、やめるそ。

別に怒てねし。
。。。
でも写真撮られてのどか、なんかいやだった。そうだけ。

じゃ、やめる。

なんでだよ。楽しそうね合ってたじゃねか。

でも、ジンがそう言うなら、やめるそ。

Sorry for my lousy translation here from the end of Kannagi Ep 6.

I have to say that this ep is my fav so far for this anime. And to be honest, I am about to give up on the series.

I believe that's how girls should be. PERIOD. Screw that feminist shit seriously.

I am glad that Nagi finally stop acting like a bitch and finally consider Jin's feelings for a change. EP 2 does not count because Nagi did not apologize and still not too happy with what happened (although she knows she is at fault). And as you probably would have guessed, Ep 2 is my fav eposide before this week.

WAY TO GO NAGI! Keep improving and hopefully you won't return to your former self next ep~

Sunday, November 2, 2008

I hate my life.

I sometimes really do.

But of course, being the person who isn't completely good or completely evil, what can I expect? However, to be honest, I would want to be an evil person rather than a good one. The only reason why I won't is because deep down, I know good always trumphs evil. In order to be considered a good person, you have to do everything right and do everything by the rules. I am NEVER a person like that. NEVER. And that's why I can never be a good person. I hate doing everything by the rules. I will always look for the quickest way to get things done aka MY way. As long as it's done right/serves its purpose at the end, why bother with the so called "PROPER" procedures? I can't stand that about society.

So of course, having those kind of beliefs will cause alot of hatred, and I understand that. I don't really care if they understand me or not. Which really explains why so many people turned on me during this few years, even my really close friends. But I also believe, if you can't stand me for what I am for, I would rather you not be my friend. So do I have any friends? Maybe a few, but we just are friends because of school or work. I don't really consider them as friends. So in other words, I consider myself "friendless". And I also consider myself a "loner". No wonder I hate my life sometimes eh? But it's also ironic that the reason I hate my life is because of my beliefs. In other words: "It's all your own damn fault!" I believe it's more important to trust my own beliefs and be myself, as I will meet someone who will understand me someday.

That's all for tonight.

Hello~!

Hi welcome to the first post of my crappy blog! Will write more once I have more to write~